HURRY SUMMER!

here is an inspirational picture i took at my high school by the awesome baseball field..

i just felt like i had to put this up cause i felt down & when i look at this picture it enlightens the way i see things and makes me calm and listen to calm soothing music that i love...

SUMMER NEED TO START ALREADY!!!

I NEED THE BEACH VERY BADLY!!

it sucks that i live in HAWAII and i hardly go beach i HATE it. well i have just been having boring weeks of school, School, SChool, SCHool, SCHOol, SCHOOl, &EVEN MORE SCHOOL it is so stupid and retarded i am tired of school and i have 2 mores years in high school and like i don't know how many more year for college  -___-

i am so tired but my mom had a dream that i was working with kids that were kind of in something that is called SMP which is Special Motivation Program.  i always wanted to do that cause my mom used to teach the SMP kids and she loved them& still LOVES them, they were like her kids but i always wanted to be a teacher and help out those kids cause i really understand them and see where they are coming from...

well i am suppose to be sleeping but i don't feel like going to sleep just yet. well my week had nothing special in it..  just have been tired from school and the beautiful weather is just so awesome but i cannot go out anywhere cause all my friends don't live in my area which totally sucks butt!!!!  i wish some of my best friends lived by me but they live like really far and don't have anyway of getting to the beach and home which initially sucks for me i am dying!

well i cannot do nothing much but finish school and go to all the graduations but i made special signs for SPECIAL PEOPLE!!! they are very big and i also made leis for them too and i worked very hard on every single one of them! haha i just love making it for people i am friends with and love so dearly!!

goodnight or haha good morning and God Bless!