end of it...

i thought that things were different about some people i thought that they would change and see things different it looks like when someone is one way no one can change the way he or she is. it is hard to see that some people you care most about don't even care at all when they say

"You will always be there for me i hope.. Im just returning the favor.. Hell ya im protective.."

when my bestfriend said that i knew that the person meant it but i guess words change to different things when time goes on but i will always be there for that person and they know it I HOPE.. 

but after graduation i have no clue what will happen cause watch when that person doesn't have anyone else to run to, let me see they are going to come running to me pretty sad yah cause i am a sophomore kind of hurts......

well i just guess i am going to deal with it cause i don't want to do anything else about it and it is  really irritating my older brother is already irritated that the person doesn't know how  to act but i guess  cannot help yah and my brother's girlfriend is my BEST FRIEND ROBYNN and she said the same thing that she no care about that person and the things and drama that happened is pretty dicks to me but i was always still close to that person for some reason so it really did hurt a lot...

the top is a very beautiful picture i took walking through Moanalua Gardens i think it is the most beautiful and relaxing place to be. i love to walk around there when my life feels so troubled and there are many places to just chill and talk to someone if you just want one on one time, today i was there is with my friend that is pretty much like a mother to me her name is MALIA! she is  the best mentor and best friend i have cause we are very alike and we are just really close and we were just talking about all of the things going on in life and Moanalua Gardens was just really relaxing.

that is the place where i want to talk with that one right guy for me and it is just us it would be the best place to just have us i would love it...